We went down for breakfast, which was such a disaster, to begin with one of the chefs gasped at Jacob and his huge bandage and said "Oh what's happened to him!? Is he okay!?" I just looked straight at him and said "he's had his eye removed." He looked really uncomfortable and walked away. The first of many of these situations! Then after we sat down for breakfast, I went to shake up my orange juice, forgetting that I'd already taken the lid off. It was absolutely mortifying. I was covered head to toe in fresh orange juice, WITH BITS! Rich thought it was fantastic. Me, I was wearing a brand new white tshirt, I hadn't bought my shampoo and conditioner with me, let alone a hairbrush and I just wanted to cry. The walk back to our ward from the restaurant wasn't exactly a short one either. To say I got a few funny looks would be an understatement.
All of my family came to see us that morning and my stepdad and mum was driving us home so everyone thought they'd just come up and wait as we were supposed to be going home at two after Jacob had his dressing removed. Laura and Tara, two of Jacobs nurses came round about midday to remove his dressing. I didn't want to look, I was expecting this big, swollen bruised mess where his eye used to be. But it wasn't too bad at all. The nurses said it actually looked really good compared to how some kids have looked after. Mr Reddy then checked to ensure that it was all as it should be, and then we were allowed home. We got sent home with Jacobs eye kit and a course of antibiotics which were a nightmare to get him to take. It was this bright pink, sticky as hell stuff that had to be kept in the fridge. His eye seemed to heal up quite quickly, it didn't look half as bad as I thought it would, and to be honest, any worries I had about how he'd look were totally wiped out by the fact that he could see. And everytime he looked at us, it was just so amazing that nothing else mattered. Now, the beady eyed little monster doesn't miss a thing!
Jacob and his ironic smiley face. And the bear my mum had made for him for his operation, it's made of some of his first sleepsuits!
Back from the op, he is so tiny here.
A priceless moment.
Just after the dressing was removed.
We are still struggling with sleep at the moment, we've managed to drop Jacobs second nap and put him to bed at 7pm but the last few mornings he's been waking again between 4 and 5 and not settling off unless he's in our bed. I'm really hoping it's just a phase and this nap transition is behind it. He has his ony nap from around 11-11.30 until around 1pm, then has lunch. But I'm hoping to push the nap back to more like 12.30pm so he can have lunch then go for a sleep, and that's more in the middle of his day too. I've read that if they're going through a developmental growth spurt, it can disrupt their sleep patterns. I'm not sure how true it is but this week Jacob has learnt how to build his stacking cups. We help a tiny bit, but he manages to put them all on and mostly in the right order! I was so pleased with this, because I was a little bit worried about how his hand eye coordination will develop with just the one eye, but I don't think there's any problem at all. Well I hope not!
Smartie pants.
Check out the bed head!
We braved the rain again on Tuesday morning and went for a walk in the woods by our house. I didn't take Jacobs stroller and just let him walk, he picks up EVERYTHING! He has a particular obsession with pine cones. He was covered in mud by the time we got home so everything had to go in the wash. I don't mind a bit of dirt to be honest, as long as it can be washed, get muddy. We went again yesterday too, but to feed the ducks this time. He just loves being outside. On Monday when it absolutely chucked it down all day, he stood at the back door crying because he couldn't go outside. I think we are going to need to find a new hobby before the winter hits!
My little adventurer...
Collecting whatever he can find.
Buds.
The gruesome twosome on our way home from feeding the ducks.